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Thursday, June 02, 2005
World through my eyes
World through my eyes
Well, this is my first piece of writing on this website and deciding your first stride in precise direction is really tough. Well it is like saying something you have to walk initial mile on your own.
Now the virtuality has given me window of opportunity to express my feelings, then this would be a miniature of what this 21-year old- a very straight forward guy see in this world and I can say only this, it will never be the matching to your outlook.
Since I am from a small city and in the past few years, I have been switching myself from my native place to lots of big cities of India. It’s a differentiating experience of Aligarh that makes me to express the most noteworthy difference between them –people.
You go to new places, get together with new people, communicate yourself, take notice of them, learn from them, listen to their experiences, make friends, shared your precious moments, laugh together, cry together and google number of things. Same thing happen to me-but in a different manner. For the past four years, I am living away from my family, but still have not adopted the world outside. Is this problem with me? , Is this problem with cultural-difference? , Is this something to do with my cognition map, god makes me meet all erroneous people or this world is like this, I don’t understand. More I try to come closer to someone-farthest the world moves. I am exploring this question since a long time? Why people are so self-interested, keeping fake smiles on their face, pretending close to your soul, eventful with their self-made cage, they prefer to confine to their plastic world or better slang, “This is none of your business”. What makes us all apart, when we are studying under one roof, living in same hostel, having food by same Brijwasi and most important sensible enough to decide right and wrong things- so why this bifurcation? In the past few years-not a single time I feel we people are united and willingly share our personal life.
People in my city are more close to each other, understand the importance of relationships, gives respect to everyone, always ready to attend you, take time to solve your problems, listen to your opinion and make you laugh from soul. This kind of exposure is rare here, there are so many people around you, but you feel alone in the crowd! Speaking from my heart, it’s a lonely kind of feeling and still exploring why this? Hoping! God will create someone, who will make a difference to it
Well, this is my first piece of writing on this website and deciding your first stride in precise direction is really tough. Well it is like saying something you have to walk initial mile on your own.
Now the virtuality has given me window of opportunity to express my feelings, then this would be a miniature of what this 21-year old- a very straight forward guy see in this world and I can say only this, it will never be the matching to your outlook.
Since I am from a small city and in the past few years, I have been switching myself from my native place to lots of big cities of India. It’s a differentiating experience of Aligarh that makes me to express the most noteworthy difference between them –people.
You go to new places, get together with new people, communicate yourself, take notice of them, learn from them, listen to their experiences, make friends, shared your precious moments, laugh together, cry together and google number of things. Same thing happen to me-but in a different manner. For the past four years, I am living away from my family, but still have not adopted the world outside. Is this problem with me? , Is this problem with cultural-difference? , Is this something to do with my cognition map, god makes me meet all erroneous people or this world is like this, I don’t understand. More I try to come closer to someone-farthest the world moves. I am exploring this question since a long time? Why people are so self-interested, keeping fake smiles on their face, pretending close to your soul, eventful with their self-made cage, they prefer to confine to their plastic world or better slang, “This is none of your business”. What makes us all apart, when we are studying under one roof, living in same hostel, having food by same Brijwasi and most important sensible enough to decide right and wrong things- so why this bifurcation? In the past few years-not a single time I feel we people are united and willingly share our personal life.
People in my city are more close to each other, understand the importance of relationships, gives respect to everyone, always ready to attend you, take time to solve your problems, listen to your opinion and make you laugh from soul. This kind of exposure is rare here, there are so many people around you, but you feel alone in the crowd! Speaking from my heart, it’s a lonely kind of feeling and still exploring why this? Hoping! God will create someone, who will make a difference to it
posted by I Am Sam, Thursday, June 02, 2005
2 Comments:
thtz probably because ppl r on a running spree n the race is wid time hr!
n 4 ur spl someone, hope u find tht someone pretty soon... ;)
n 4 ur spl someone, hope u find tht someone pretty soon... ;)
@ holly retherford
hey ! what does that mean don't read my blog........ read me.. totally stumped .. can't get you..
neway ..i m a toddler as far as writing is considered.. so any suggestion will be a help..
hey ! what does that mean don't read my blog........ read me.. totally stumped .. can't get you..
neway ..i m a toddler as far as writing is considered.. so any suggestion will be a help..
